Friday, July 10, 2026

A Book Review

 

American Trickster Review

 

From the very beginning, I kept sensing that the author had an axe to grind. This book reads like a jilted lover, still in love, but at the angry and vindictive stage. What is the author so butt-hurt over? I hoped I would find out as I read.

I quickly became tired of the words “liar,’ “hoax,” “cult,” and “manipulative.” The writing teacher Brenda Ueland taught that if you want your reader to either love or hate your character, you present the facts and descriptions, and let the reader come to their own conclusion. I wasn’t allowed any space to form my opinion. The book is a constant barrage of anything negative related to the books, teachings, or life of Carlos Castaneda.

The almost cliché litany of accusations ran the usual gambit:

-Carlos was a product of incest (Was that his fault?)

-Carlos was secretly gay (Is that a bad thing?)

-Carlos’ follower has a Nazi connection because her parents were German (What’s a good smear without Nazis?!)

-Carlos had his follower Amy Wallace murdered (From the grave?)

-Carlos had low self-esteem (Strange for such a powerful sorcerer?)

That’s just a predictable taste. I literally laughed out loud at these and others.

Of course, if you don’t agree with the author, and you are someone who came to your own conclusion about Don Juan, Carlos, the books, and the teachings, you get labeled “Juanists,” the first time I ever heard that.

Using quotes and opinions from a cult enforcer and Castaneda-hater, Richard DeMille, who just so happened to have kidnapped a woman for his cult leader L Ron Hubbard, and “a report from an important if highly unreliable source,” the author relinquishes any and all dignity and integrity, citing anyone who has something negative to say about Castaneda.

Even his “friend,” Amy Wallace, didn’t have her whole story presented and the author can now put his name on the list of yet another man who used her. Read her book for a more balanced and insightful story of her and Castaneda.

Near the end I got my questions answered. Not about Carlos, I came to my own conclusion and did my own research years ago. The vast majority of the information has been out there for decades. I’m talking about the author, a person who titled one of his books A Separate Reality. Hmm, trying to ride Carlos Castaneda’s coattails using the same name for your own book? No, that would be way too obvious.

The author admits “The story of my manuscripts path to publication may, someday, make an interesting footnote to the Castaneda story. It’s not time to tell it in full.”

Yet on page 477 he writes: “Mystery: a plot device in the books. Something is always being held back, not yet revealed. Secrets, in real-world fictions of cults: tools for keeping followers hooked.”

Plain and simple to me, but I’ll let you come to your own conclusion, unlike Mr. Marshall.

If you are looking for a few tidbits of Carlos Castaneda’s biography and personal history, this book has a few for you. If you are looking to read about heaps of crap piled on Carlos Castaneda, this book has it in spades!

Wednesday, July 8, 2026

MMTCA July Newsletter 2026

 

Mr. Xiong, Liang's sanshou teacher, pushing hands in Taiwan.

“Everyone is my teacher. Some I seek. Some I subconsciously attract. Often, I learn simply by observing others. Some may be completely unaware that I’m learning from them, yet I bow deeply in gratitude.”

~ Eric Allen

Happy July! What do you think of the above quote? Leave me your ideas and takeaways in the comments section of my blog.

Due to construction in the backyard of the church, all classes will be meeting at East River Flats Park for July. The church is always the rainy-day meeting place.

Book suggestion- Grandmaster Xiong Yanghe’s Taijiquan System by Michael A. DeMarco.

(Mr. Xiong was one of Master Liang’s main teachers,our Sanshou comes from him.)



Monthly Zoom Pushing Hands will be Monday, July 20th, 630-730. You’ll be getting an invite from Julie for that.

Thank You to my 10 Willow Trees who helped me with excellent form and technique for an online seminar: Julie, Rose, John, Paul I, James, Rondi, Karen, Peter, Margo, Michelle. Your branches are flexible, your trunk is strong, and your roots are deep. How much you’ve grown!

Check out this blog from 2016-

http://www.rayhayward.com/2016/11/my-books-about-my-teachers.html

Ok Xingyi students who are learning the 12 Animals, here is the Maestro invoking and evoking a TIGER!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jK3S4tRem1k

I hope you are getting some outside practicing into your Summer schedule. Enjoy!

-Sifu Ray


“Gratitude is the wine for the soul. Go on, get drunk.”

~Rumi

 

Contact Info:

My Blog- http://www.rayhayward.com

My Patreon Page- https://www.patreon.com/c/rayhayward

My YouTube Channel- https://www.youtube.com/@rayhaywardtheinspiredteach8246

Call/Text- 218-341-9894

#taiji#pushinghands#rayhayward

 

Can you see the line the Professor is going to push?

 

Sunday, May 31, 2026

MMTCA June Newsletter 2026

 

A "Willowy" Professor Zheng.

“That which you resist, persists. That which you accept, transforms.”

~ attributed to Carl Jung

 

A happy and glorious June to you all! If June is as spectacular as May was, we are in for a huge treat! No matter how cold or snowy the past Winter was, this Spring is making up for it.

 

Outside classes are in full swing. If it rains or the weather is dangerous, we’ll meet at the church. Otherwise, we’re meeting:

Saturday 9-11 at East River Flats Park

Tuesday 6-8 at the t Sahag backyard

Thursday 6-8 at east River Flats Park

Private classes are fluid, ask me about times and availability.

 

A HUGE thank you from me, Father Neress, and Michelle of St Sahag for the outside clean up and beautification. Thank you Pat, Conor, Jeff, John, Margo, Rondi, Paul I, and a few from the parish.

 

Monthly Zoom Book Club will be Monday, June 8th, 630-730. We’ll finish looking at the solo form names, and read the chapters 6 Pushing Hands Song, take a look at the Dalu, and read a few words from Yang Jianhou. Chapter 8 is another list of solo form names, many which will be familiar to you. Let’s go over that as well, if we have time. I’ll send out an invitation.

A "Willowy" Great Grandmaster Wm Chen.


 

Check out this blog from 2017 about as visit I had with Grandmaster Wai-lun Choi at his house.

http://www.rayhayward.com/2017/09/summer-school-with-master-choi.html

 

My next set of video lessons will focus on Bagua Sensitivity, solo Pushing Hands training, and a look at some Double Saber postures and applications.

 

Monthly Pushing Hands class will be Monday, June 22nd, 630-730, and continue through the Summer. Starting in June, I’m going to go over five Pushing Hands Methods, and techniques you can use for attacks and defense within each method. I’ll send out an invite closer to the day.

A "Willowy" yours truly!


 

Here is an older video lesson from my YouTube page, from 2021 on Willow # 1.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0CnX73FMRlc

 

I just found out we have our logo available on Zazzle Hats! Check this out!

https://www.zazzle.com/hat-256745827507588158?style=47_cleanup&view=113113656886986112

 

My Pushing Hands book is edging closer to being published…

-Sifu Ray

 

“Embrace uncertainty. Some of the most beautiful chapters in our lives won’t have a title until much later.”

~ Bob Goff

 

Contact Info:

My Blog- http://www.rayhayward.com

My Patreon Page- https://www.patreon.com/c/rayhayward

My YouTube Channel- https://www.youtube.com/@rayhaywardtheinspiredteach8246

Call/Text- 218-341-9894

#taiji#pushinghands#rayhayward